Day 13

Wasn't such a great day today. Can't really say why but have been very snappy today. My wife was really getting on my nerves and found her to be quite shouty to and although we didn't argue there were a few harsh exchanges between us. 

Felt quite tired most of today and spent a lot of it by myself which suited me really. I did a lot of YouTube videos today and listed a couple of things on EBay today which was good. So some good did come out of today. 

I feel a bit embarrassed and sorry for being so grumpy with the kids. They get the butt end of things sometimes which is a shame and leaves me feeling quite sad. 

Going to try a bit harder to get back into more positive habits as it does help a lot with my moods. 

Thankfully they are all quite forgiving and to be honest are used to my moods. I suppose we all have off days and take it out on those around us without really meaning to. 

Today I am grateful for

Spending time with mum yesterday

Having my YouTube channel

Having forgiving kids and wife

Finding positive things even on a bad day

A fresh start tomorrow